Sunday, May 12, 2013

   "Look for me through your heart"

I feel you all around, i feel you near
You are there wiping my ever tear
You wrap your loving Angel wings and arms around me
Holding me, comforting me..if only i could see
You are sitting beside me,
laughing along with m ewatching the tv
You are in the park,telling me to let myself be free
You are the sunshine that brings warmth into my days
You are the rain that is feeling when im afraid
You are there when i call out " i need you"
You help me through
You are there inside my loved ones
I can feel you, while we're having fun
I look around but i cant see you
How can i see a spirit that is see-through
But then i look inside my heart ,
there you are
and there deep inside we'll never be apart
So when i feel lost and lonely
I'll remember that you're always all around
And in my heart and memories too
Is where you'll always be found
Now you're my Guardian Angel, flying free
~ Charlene Stannard

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

HE WHO WALKS WITH GOD ALWAYS REACHES HIS DESTINATION


As I sit in heaven
And watch you everyday
I try to let you know with signs
I never went away..
I hear you when you’re laughing
And I watch you when you sleep
I even place my arms around you
To calm you as you weep..
I see you wish the days away
Begging to have me home
So I try to send you signs
So you know you’re not alone..
Don’t feel guilty that you have
Life that was denied to me
Heaven is truly beautiful
Just you wait and see..
So live your life, laugh again
Enjoy yourself, be free..
Then I know with every breath you take
You’ll be 
 taking one for me…

Thursday, March 28, 2013

MY PRECIOUS BROTHER


 If There Are Roses In Heaven
Will You Send One Just For Me
So I Can Hold It Close To My Heart
Where You Will Always Be
I Will Lay It On My Pillow Each Night
As The Angels Tuck Me In
So I Will Know That You Are Near Me
And Feel Your Presence Once Again
I Am Thankful for The Time We Did Have
But I Know God Needed You Too
I Will Always Remember My Precious Brother
Whose Love Was Honest And True

Billy Received His Angel Wings on 9/16/1972

Monday, January 21, 2013


"There is no crueler tyranny than that which is exercised under cover of law   and with the colors of justice ..."

Thursday, January 10, 2013

MURDERING A PERSON IS ONE OF THE WORST CRIMES THAT CAN BE COMMITTED. IT UNDERMINES THE VALUE OF LIFE..


Murdering a person is one of the worst crimes that can be committed. It undermines the value of life.. 
Those who have lost a loved one to murder or homicide are referred to as homicide survivors. Survivors are family members and friends who have close emotional, personal, and/or intimate ties with the homicide victim. Homicide survivors are also victims of crime because they have been indirectly harmed by the commission of a murder .
Where does the fact that the victim has been robbed of justice  fit in? 
Because of North Carolina ‘Good Ole’ boy justice”, a murder conviction was overturned for a former Disgraced police chief who was convicted by 12 jurors without a shadow of doubt.
     
His partners in crime are still walking free, although the word free certainly  could not describe them..How do you walk free after taking a human life ?

An explanation is the word psychopath, they do not have the kind of emotions that you and I would have, they do not have the capacity to feel badly
about taking someone's life.

This was not their friend or husband that they murdered...
This was just someone that got in their way..

Monday, December 24, 2012

MERRY CHRISTMAS



No matter what you do, do it for the glory of God and you are sure to be successful in all you do.  With faith, courage and hope, every dream is achievable. If you dream, dream to succeed.   God bless you with determination, honesty and happiness.  
On Christmas, may you be blessed with a heart that only knows to love. 

Dear brother, we miss you with each passing year.  We hold you close to our hearts, you are always with us.
The people responsible for your death will certainly be held accountable when
they have to answer to God, this they have to look forward to..Justice is blind! 

Monday, May 28, 2012

THE ULTIMATE PRICE

THE ULTIMATE PRICE!   Every grave site represents an individual, who sacrificed their lives for our freedom. Thanks to all of them, especially my grandfather world war 1, my dad world war 11, my three brothers Viet Nam and nephews Afghanistan.  For the freedom you enjoyed yesterday, thank a veteran...

Monday, March 19, 2012

JUSTICE..OR GETTING AWAY WITH MURDER

This overturned sentence was based on legal technicality, not innocent!

No matter what happened, GOD is the ultimate judge!

Psalms 37: 12-13 the wicked plot against the just and grind their teeth at them; but the lord laughs at them, knowing their day is coming. And, indeed it is, everyone knows the truth and I shudder to think what is in store for these "innocent people". They made themselves judge and jury of my brother, he did not have a chance to appeal his sentence.

How do people go on with their lives knowing they took another so easily?

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

OUR CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM NEEDS REVAMPING

Sen. Jim Webb (D-VA) has reintroduced the National Criminal Justice Commission Act, legisation to "create a blue-ribbon commission to look at every aspect of our criminal justice system with an eye toward reshaping the criminal justice system from top to bottom." The NCJCA, S. 306 in the current Congress, had broad and bipartisan support and passed the House of Representatives in 2010, but did not make the Senate calendar before the end of the year.

Please use our web form to urge your US Representative and your two US Senators to pass S. 306 so the commission can get started! Please follow-up by calling their offices too -- if you don't know their numbers (or aren't sure who they are), you can reach them by calling the Congressional Switchboard at (202) 224-3121. And please use our tell-a-friend form to spread the word.

Friday, October 7, 2011

LADY JUSTICE WEPT TODAY

Lady Justice wept today as a killer walks free.. After 38 years we rejoiced in hearing a jury convict and state the conclusive guilt of this man that I now despise with a life sentence..

You think, justice at last!!! Well, you're WRONG! Three judges on an Appeals Court decided the 12 jurors had no right to call this man guilty..Now, this man will never be held accountable for ending a life, he will again go On with his life, like he did with the other 38 free years.

You see, no one said he was an innocent man, they state they cannot put him at the scene of the crime or find the weapon. Scott Peterson is on death row, even though they could not put him at the scene of the crime, and could not find a weapon..

One is free, the other being put to death! Justice?

Monday, September 26, 2011

ANGEL'S PENNIES

Yesterday was the National Day of Remembrance.. Murdered loved ones are not forgotten!


Angel's Pennies

Author: Unknown
I found a penny today
Just laying on the ground.
But it's not just a penny
This little coin I've found.

Found pennies come from heaven
that's what my Grandpa told me.
He said Angels tossed them down
Oh, how I loved that story!

He said when an Angel misses you
They toss a penny down,
sometimes just to cheer you up
To make a smile out of your frown.

So don't pass by that penny
When you're feeling blue.
It may be a penny from heaven
That an Angel's tossed to you.

Friday, September 16, 2011

ANOTHER YEAR PASSES AND STILL FIGHTING

Our family continues to fight for justice, today marks the 39th year of this nightmare, when does it end??
We are still waiting for a decision from the Supreme Court, we need your prayers that a murderer will not go free, good has to prevail!

http://www.bloggernews.net/127124
http://timesupblog.blogspot.com/ ..
www.crimewiresite.com 9-10 EASTERN TIME.
Lindell and I will be on the Susan Milano and Dennis Griffin radio show October 11 at 9-9:30. He is pushing our case to get attention. Please click on the above links and leave a response to the article he posted. He will have other sites included later.


Monday, August 15, 2011

Murder conviction should be upheld

Copy of the letter I sent to the Editor of the Jacksonville News. We are still waiting for a ruling from the Supreme Court in Raleigh. We need your many prayers that this long awaited conviction is not overturned..

Murder conviction should be upheld


To the editor:

Our family deeply appreciates the The Daily News coverage of the courtroom trial that finally brought justice to our family. The North Carolina jury that convicted George Hayden was clearheaded and correct in its unanimous decision to convict.

The evidence, however circumstantial, was overwhelming and the facts of this cold-blooded killing still bring tears to our family. Our mother’s joy at his return from Vietnam was destroyed just weeks later when he was murdered.

Our family is now contending with the highly unusual finding of an appeals court that is trying to overturn the Hayden conviction because it was based on circumstantial evidence. The family of Bill Miller was never given the opportunity to attend the appeals court hearing, while Hayden was allowed to bring support.

The Supreme Court of North Carolina is now reviewing the case. We pray they will rule in favor of the judge and jury that heard this case in full detail and ruled so clearly.

Justice in this case was delayed by 40 years. Is it now to be totally denied? Can higher-ups on the judicial ladder overrule the jury process? Is circumstantial evidence never valid? Is that what this appeals court is saying? If so, a substantial number of people in jail would be released.

This is a dangerous and wrong-headed conclusion that the appeals court reached. We hope the state’s Supreme Court will not let the appeals court ruling stand.

Sharron Aguilar

Houston, Texas

Editor’s note: George Hayden was convicted in 2010 by an Onslow County jury of first-degree murder in the 1972 shooting death of Bill Miller along Western Boulevard. Sharron Aguilar is Miller’s sister.