Missing my sweet brother

 So many years have passed, children have grown and had children of their own.  They have all become daughters and grandchildren you would be proud of.

Lady justice was not kind, after a long awaited trial and a jury of twelve, found beyond a reason of doubt, one of the miserable three cowards guilty of murder.  After only one year the sentence was appealed and overturned.  Justice failed you.

You will forever be my hero, until we meet again, I love you dear brother. God Bless your sole...

MY BELOVED BROTHER

 From day one all we did was fight.

Now all I do is fight back my tears.
I wanted to do everything you did,
because I wanted to be just like you.
Now I sit here wondering what to do,
because there's no one to replace you.

I never did tell you all the things I felt,
like how much I really did love you.
I wish we could go back and start over again.
I don't want to be alone. I need my brother.
I need my best friend.

When you think of me
while you're up in heaven,
think of how much you meant to me.

It's sad that you left
without saying goodbye,
but just remember we all love you
as you began to fly.

You did so much for me,
though I didn't do much for you.
I hope you will forgive me
for all the things I didn't do.

You were my brother
and my best friend.
I will always love you,
forever

 You are that evening

star that shines so bright

letting me know you are alright

 

 Today September 16' 2020, marks another anniversary of the murder of my beloved brother Billy, an event that is forever etched in my memory,. I used to be his sister….. I cannot make peace with something so horrible, trying to find some measure of grace.

I always wish I could have taken away his pain. I wish I could have traded places with him, I wish I could have comforted him…

I will always remember you brother, in my heart I will forever keep you…so I will be fine.

SEPTEMBER 16, ANOTHER ANNIVERSARY

Here we are, another anniversary of the death of our beloved Billy who was cheated of justice twice.  

It was 12 people who gave George Hayden a guilty  verdict , 12 people gave their time and heart to render a guilty verdict,  they are told they did not have a right to do that and they were wrong!!

 May everyone who receives this message be blessed and reminded of the number 12. There are 12 months/12 disciples/ 12 tribes of Israel / Jesus' birth celebrated in the 12th month.  I will always be thankful of those 12 jurors doing their job..

  May God manifest Himself today in ways you have never experienced.  May your joys be fulfilled, your dreams be closer, and your prayers be answered..  Billy will always be in our hearts and minds,

I will see you again  bro,  love you my angel. my  brother.

ON THIS DAY 45 YEARS AGO

On this day 45  years ago… it hurts like it was yesterday.   3 cowards executed my brother without any remise or regret   For 34 years they lived their lives without looking back scot free or so they thought.    Soon everyone in the country would know of their COWARDY deed.   Justice was slow but fleeting, again the cowards are living their lives while we still grieve. They will never know or care the impact this selfish deed had on our family.   Judgment day is just around the corner for these three and their dastardly action… God Help Them!!

If tears could build a stairway

and memories a lane,

I'd  walk right up to heaven

and bring you home again..

Although you have moved on

I will think of you each day,

you will be forever loved,

for in my heart... you'll always stay.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BROTHER

Today, a day to remember.. the loss of my dear brother, who

was a loving father, caring son and devoted brother, proud Marine..

I see my brother in every wind that blows, beautiful bird that

sings, gentle shower of rain.  I am reminded daily that he truly is here, in every beautiful moment.

It will be forever instilled in my being that three people got away

with murder..I have one recourse that keeps me going  pray !...

 Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. There is no cost, just a lot of reward  . Make sure you pray, and pray believing God will answer.  May your joys be fulfilled, your dreams be closer, and your prayers be answered..    I pray for peace, justice, healing, health, happiness, prosperity, joy, true and undying love for God.   REST IN PEACE DEAR BROTHER...

IN YOUR DREAMS

IN YOUR DREAMS, I COME TO YOU  

AND WRAP YOU IN MY WINGS

I'M SENDING LOVE FROM HEAVEN

AND THE COMFORT THAT IT BRINGS

I KNOW YOU MISS ME DEARLY

AND I SEE THE TEARS YOU CRY

BUT, I AM NOT REALLY THAT FAR FROM YOU,

I'M THE BRIGHTEST STAR IN THE SKY

Cherokee

Prayer of Renewal
Beginnings, fresh and clean, part of the Sacred Wheel
Each morning is a new opportunity,
To share our love, our Souls, and Spirits,
With those who choose to Walk this Path along with us,
To learn the lessons of the Wheel, and grow closer,
To The One Who-Created-All.

Each day is fresh and unblemished, clean and pure.
Look around, Rejoice in the New Beginning,
The Sun rises again, our hearts beat within our bodies,
We draw fresh Breath, and re-enter the World.

Set aside the pain of past days, each day begins afresh,
Build upon the past, its lessons and joys,
Be strengthened by the love within,
Reach out in love to those around us.
For each day is a gift, given but once.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BROTHER,

YOU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR HEARTS..

Of all the many blessings,

However great or small,
To have had you for a brother,
Was the greatest one of all,
The family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God takes us one by one
The chain will link again.

NEVER BE AFRAID TO RAISE YOUR VOICE FOR HONESTY, TRUTH AND COMPASSION AGAINST
INJUSTICE, LYING AND GREED.

IF PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD WOULD DO THIS,
IT WOULD CHANGE THE EARTH.....

All of these Marine heroes are close to my heart, all proud Marines, my dad, brothers Billy, David and Charles and my adopted little brother Robert Fitta. Thank you for your service, love you all.  Happy Birthday Marine  Corps..

Marine Prayer

Almighty Father, whose command is over all and whose love never fails, make me aware of Thy presence and obedient to Thy will. Keep me true to my best self, guarding me against dishonesty in purpose and deed and helping me to live so that i can face my fellow Marines, my loved ones and Thee without shame of Fear. Protect my family.

Give me the will to do the work of a Marine and to accept my share of responsibilities with vigor and enthusiasm. Grant me the courage to be proficient in my daily performance. 

Keep me loyal and faithful to my superiors and to the duties my Country and the Marine Corps have entrusted to me. Help me to wear my uniform with dignity and let it remind me daily of the traditions which I must uphold.

If I am inclined to doubt - steady my faith.
If I am tempted - make me strong to resist.
If I should miss the mark - give me the courage to try again.
Guide me with the light of truth and grant me wisdom by which I may understand the answer to my prayer.  Amen

 SOCIOPATHS

Probably the most widely recognized personality disorder. A sociopath is often well liked because of their charm and high charisma, but they do not usually care about other people. They think mainly of themselves and often blame others for the things that they do. They have a complete disregard for rules and lie constantly. They seldom feel guilt or learn from punishments. Though some sociopaths have become murders, most reveal their sociopath personality through less deadly and sensational means.

Example of sociopaths:

Charles Manson
Ted Bundy